February 2011
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i keep getting a sharp, strange pain behind my...
sometimes i just want to fall in love and settle down and have a really simple, lovely life.
someone to snuggle up under the covers with would be greatly appreciated.
i really love when you leave and don’t set yourself to way or when you just ignore me.
the kings speech was truly marvelous.
listening to telephone on repeat.
i feel joy when it comes to the fact that the girl who bullied me throughout middle school became a teenage mother, and a trashy one at that. call me horrible, but she made my life miserable.
“it’s like trying to turn around on a one way street, i can’t give...”
– theory of a deadman
when there’s nobody online to talk to, so you crawl in your parents bed and hide under the covers until your mom comes in to go to bed and she gets mad, calls you an annoyance and forces you to leave. so you sit on the computer and try to imagine people being sociable.
January 2011
hi hey hello leave me stuff
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ow i have a splinter.
home from school.
time to shower and put on my pjs and just let the internet engulf me.
“wedded by the planet force, we’ve all been spoken for”
– gavin degraw
we all have a meeting with delta hotels tomorrow. so we get to dress businessy and pretend we’re professional.
superman ain't saving shit.
curling my hair for tomorrow.
day 12 - whats in my bag.
empty cigarette packs
my wallet
a mirror
mascara, lipgloss and assorted makeup
my day planner
a lighter
gum
garbage
pens
a corkscrew
day 09 - my beliefs.
religion is something that has been used as an excuse for war and politics and hate for thousands of years.
day 08 - a moment.
the moment when you realize you aren’t good enough. it’s one that i’ll always remember and one that will always make me really sad. it’s a sinking feeling in your chest and you feel like someone threw a cold glass of water all over you. your head kind of spins and you have to concentrate to take a few breaths so you can talk normally and try to get away from everything.
day 07- my best friend.
this is my best friend, shantel. we’ve been besties since we were in the seventh grade. so since we were about 13. we’ve been through a lot together and i can’t imagine not being friends. i moved in the 9th grade and we went almost 2 years without talking, but we connected again about a year and a half ago and it’s like we were never not speaking. i don’t get to see...
day 06- my day.
my cat woke me up at 11
i started my period
i went out to buy tampons and ice cream
i ate pizza
i had a shower.
day 05 - my definition of love.
it’s hard to define something that you haven’t experienced ine very single way. but there are many types of love. i believe that everyone is capable of loving another person whether it’s romantic or friendly. everyone has a soulmate and the hardest challenge isn’t finding them, it’s accepting that not everyone you think could be that person, is.
day 04 - what i ate today.
for breakfast i had green grapes. and then i went out and had a midnight truffle blizzard. for supper i had pizza and green peppers.
day 02 - your first love.
my pony.
day 01 - introduce yourself.
hi i’m erin. i’m eighteen and you can read all about my in my about me.